Wanting
Watching
Debating on which way to run to
Haunted by voices
Craving someone to run to

I haven’t lost myself in a long time
I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just wanna be part of something
I just wanna be real like you

Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees
You’re my favorite disease

Silent warnings 
Tell me that I’ve let things come undone
Show me
Teach me the way to heaven
‘Cause no other way can

I haven’t lost myself in a long time
I never tried to care when I wanted to
I just wanted to be part of something
I just wanted to be real like you

Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees
You’re my favorite disease

Closer 
Closer 
Closer to you
I need to be closer now
Closure yet
Closer to you
Every step I take

Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees
You’re my favorite disease
And I love to way you kill me
Love the way you heal me

Sometimes I feel like a monster
And times I feel like a saint
I’m on my knees
You’re my favorite disease
And I love to way you kill me
Love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you heal me
I love the way you kill me
I love the way you heal me