in anxiousness i'm twisting 
drift into restlessness 
this prison keeps shapeshifting walls 

i think you suffocate me 
constricting everything 
so quick to give what you have no idea 
will one day cost 

forgive my skepticism 
what you call "insecure" 
i call protection 
i can't trust anyone who just gives away their whole world 
no one gives that up for free 
no one like me 
it's cost to much to open it up to just anyone 

I don't think you hear me 
do you want me to say it again? 
no, i don't think you'll hear me 
can't you see it's making me sick? 
no, i don't think you can 
don't think you care 
at least not as much as you swear 
and so i'll have to say "goodbye"(till you bring it up again) 

subtle as a hemmorhage 
from none to everything 
shovel in and take what you can find 
cold as a starved constrictor 
bites like a soft caress 
consuming with determined pride 
do you think it pleases me to 
push you away again 
this should have ended long ago... 
but you need to dig it out again 
so it is as it began 
there was never us 
there's only you