Midnight Confessions 
pulling down strongholds labeled as 
carnal desires 
got me crazy crossin' up 
my wires 

got my feet dirty 'cause I'm splashin' 
in the puddles 
got me crazy no room for rebuttles 
I let down my guard like Doug I got lazy 
hazy vision blury in a hurry for immoral satisfaction 
my heated passion desires I should put out the fires 
that smolder in my mind time after 
time, time after time 
will you help me God to find my own way? 

got me crazy tryin' to find my own way 

actual facts keep the theories in tact 
mental premonitions speaking flesh to rest 
I will not go, I will not bow 
shapes and silhouttes making things complex 
unleashing chemicals give my body a sign 
a loss of control leads to moral regret 
seduction, reprocussion where I must defend 
entering in the trinity within to fight sin 

got me crazy tryin' to find my own way 

inventive measures taken I feel my defenses breaking 
independent of all wisdom secondary senses shaken 
in time I arrive battered, beaten, and scared 
sensitivity charred from character barred 
so hard to say goodbye to yesterday's dreaming 
still pullin' weeds from seeds of yesterday's schemin' 
elusive representation of putting mercy to the test 
confessed the midnight sessions of my desire suppressed 
entangled similes I've been meaning to comprehend 
conformed by the ways wearing dark shades 
covering up my vulnerability 
you can see I can see this lust it tempting me 
to break the chains to avoid devestation 
I pray for strength daily