I can feel it pumping through my veins 
I can feel my mind is off again 
I can feel it cutting through the pain 
And I like it 

I can't change the way things are 
And I can't make you love me 
And I like it, why do I like it? 

Blind me I don't want o see this 
Leave me I don't want your kindness 
Numb me I don't want to feel it 
My life is wasting away 

So tell me sir with the bible in your hand 
How can your God ever love this worthless man? 
A man so low, who can't even love himself 
With his pistol and his pills laying on the shelf 

I can't save myself today 
I can't change my evil ways 
I can't ever be the same 
And I like it, why do I like it? 

You can't imagine all the pain 
You can't make this go away 
Please sir can you find a way 
How do I like it? My life needs to change