Aaron held his peace, so may I (Leviticus 10:3). 
Please don't think that I'm overcoming great obstacles of disinclination (James 1:2). 
If you only knew. 
If I only knew like I wanted to. 
Though the melody seems tainted,
it's the words that carry the hope (Psalm 119:105). 
Because I walked into the room and laid my head
on the hands in which I find inscribed the letters of my name (Isaiah 49:16). 
There's a certain tension in longing.
One that paralyzes fear. 
One that finds hope in the promises, and in brokenness is complete.